May 2013
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I need to improv myself
Lack of sleep is not uncommon for me as long as I can remember. I just don’t push myself to get enough of sleep or go to sleep early, even if I have to wake up early. I just can’t sleep. Sleep is in many ways so important. It let your skin and body rest, heal and boost. You are more relaxed throughout the day, if not you’ll have lots of negative thoughts that will only drag you...
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April 2013
4 posts
i’d dress nicer but i dont have the money or body
March 2013
21 posts
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you will never truly know someone
even if it’s family or best friends
my life is so boring no one wants to hang out with me
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random thought
I just remembered how my parents used to call me “小辣椒 - xiao làjiāo” which means little chili, because I had a short temper. It kinda fits too since jiao is my middle name. So…. I’ve been having a short temper since I was little, how didn’t I see this?! haha. They used to call me “小公主 - xiao gōngzhǔ”, too which means little princess, because if I...
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Zero Dark Thirty
I watched this movie which is about “A chronicle of the decade-long hunt for al-Qaeda terrorist leader Osama Bin Laden after the September 2001 attacks, and his death at the hands of the Navy S.E.A.L. Team 6 in May 2011.” - IMDB. fyi, I didn’t know what movie I was about to watch when I watched it, haha anyways, it just got me thinking. I know terrorist groups still exist out...
Is this even worth my time to think about
sooooo….. I’ve applied to study Chinese and Japanese (university, bachelor degree) this autumn. I want to be able to speak, write and read them. I would’ve applied for Korean, but Norway doesn’t offer that. So this is the “problem”: my mind got complicated when someone introduced this folk high school that offers to study dancing. It last for one year and...
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kpop sucks now
okey, now that I’ve got your attention. I miss how kpop was like when I first listened to it back in 2009. Now new groups are debuting from left to right and they’re not even eye catching (at least for me). I know I should give them a chance, because they need time to promote and get their name out there, like Super Junior and all those veteran groups. But dude, if their songs...
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February 2013
30 posts
I’m craving for candy and all those sweets now. You all know what that means ._. and I really want some ice creaaaam!!
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MY BODY IS READY
for harajuku clothes ._.
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There’s actually some albums I want to listen by american musicians. People always assume I only want to listen to kpop or eastern music, but I’m waiting for somebody who will show me an album. Because, I will think and look at it as someone who’s not afraid of me, for showing me something new (cuz most ppl will give up because I listen to kpop, so there’s “no...
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I’m not happy.
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I haven’t told anyone this, but sometimes I just want to start smoking cigarettes. It’s a thought I’ve been having now and then. I just want to give a fuck on everything. I know it’s really bad, but don’t worry. As a person obsessed with being healthy, I doubt I’ll do it.
“In a sense, I’m the one who ruined me: I did it myself.”
– Haruki Murakami (via uglybabo)
dreamongood:
Prove them wrong. Prove them all wrong. Show them what you’ve got. Show them what you’re made of. Allow their doubts to fuel your motivation. All the struggles will be worth it one day, I promise you.
dreamongood:
There will come a time in your life when you will feel absolutely defeated to the point where you’ll wish you could quietly disappear from the face of the earth. It may even happen more than once. You will feel like you have lost. And you will feel lost. The world will seem much colder than it already is, and it’ll feel like it is crumbling before your very own eyes. You’ll have no...
